Lock away all this stupid bull shit Spin and twisting, round and round Restricting forces, please I cannot take it Anymore, my life is falling down Keeping secrets, no you cannot come in Do they know? It’s cause of what I did Why don’t you like me? I’m an ugly kid Seeking freedom, please just give me love I’m feeling isolated There’s nothing here to find The evil that takes control of me My blackened heart to hide Why can no one feel this pain? The pain I feel inside I’m feeling isolated Why don’t I just go die? Everybod hates me, wants me dead My head is aching, pounding, dying Everybody hates me, wants me dead Why won’t you sit here, with me, crying Everybody hates me, wants me dead I’m unhappy, I’m mad, I’m sad Everybody hates me, wants me dead NO STOP I’m feeling isolated There’s nothing here to find This evil that takes control of me My blackened heart to hide Why can no one feel this pain? The pain I feel inside I’m feeling isolated Why don’t I just go die? Hush, Hush No joyful No solace Imprisoned Can’t help it Pick at my mind Don’t bother Don’t get it? Then fuck off No joyful No solace Imprisoned Can’t help it Don’t bother Don’t get it? THEN GO! I’m feeling isolated There’s nothing here to find This evil that takes control of me My blackened heart to hide Why can no one feel this pain? The pain I feel inside I’m feeling isolated Why don’t I just go … I’m feeling isolated There’s nothing here to find This evil that takes control of me My blackened heart to hide Why can no one feel this pain? The pain I feel inside I’m feeling isolated Why don’t I just go die Hush Hush

I don't know where you were before I started to trust you And I never heard you say these things before Where were you Now I don't even recognize your face When I see it Yeah, you have become so alien I don't know myself anymore It's getting hard to tell who I've become And it feels like I've never even met you When did you become so alien? No, you aren't the only one guilty I hide it too But I feel like I've never met you before The sun rises high and I can't see you now It's a new day Well I must say goodbye to myself I'm not coming back Yeah I don't know myself anymore It's getting hard to tell who I've become And it feels like I've never even met you When did you become so alien? The rain comes to wash away the shadows of our past But I can't seem to forget who we were

I want to stay a while and cut myself from the world. Open wounds sitting out, collecting dust and tension. They are bleeding and needing for you to just go away. I want to stay a while and watch you burn. Burn now lovely! I want to slip away and rot in the back of my mind. Deep numbing escape inside where no one can find me. Warm cheeks, an empty belly, cold fingers running through my hair. I want to stay a while and watch you bleed. Burn now lovely! I want to stay a while I want to stay a while I want to stay a while I want to stay a while and watch you ... suffer ... I want to stay a while I want to stay a while I want to stay a while I want to stay a while and watch you burn In the hell that you deserve I want to stay a while once more before you leave Guilty now, I can't believe it's over You were here, now there. So fast I don't know what to do I wish you'd stay a while but it's too late You're gone